I never thought i would be so into it and hurt myself so much. I never thought i will let this happen to me anymore. I thought I decided to stop and put a window in front of myself: you can see through but that's it, you can never touch anything behind the window in any way.
Behind the window it was a stone. A big stone that never showed any emotions, any pain or any sign of weakness. And with the window in front it was perfect.
It is far. It is breakable. It is a stupid decision. It is fucking hard. It shows me that the window had some problems. Because it broke down. It is not there anymore. And I realized it today.
And when the window is broken everything comes to you directly and you have to face everything.
Is the world crystallized or me?
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It's okay to have a weak spot. Don't be afraid to be weak. It's such a strength at the same time. And never, never hide yourself behind any fences. You make yourself unreachable and close for anything, even for good things
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