when you want to scream, scream

Take a big bag. A resistant one.

Take a deep breath.

Put the bag in front of your face and scream.

Sometimes we need to scream and let our emotions and feelings go. I would like to scream. But it's freaking quiet and I might seem crazy. Romanians are still not that careless and they might think something is wrong and call the police. That would be funny though:))

So, whenever I feel that my feelings, thoughts, emotions want to say something I don't scream. I listen to music. A song that expresses perfectly what I think or feel. Or I use a quote and put it on my desktop. Most of the time is a song.

Worried today. For us. For me being naive, for me believing in something, for you not being strong enough, for us, not being able to make it and fade away in time.

One year from now, no matter what. How will it be? How will I be? How will you be?

How we will be? We or me and you?

I need you to tell me it will be fine.

Or I would rather not talk about it, than knowing it's not fine.

It's not about people vs feelings this time. It's about you. And me.

Reflection time in vacation;)

Waiting. Sometimes we wait for something we believe it's right to happen. But do we realize that "the right thing to happen" it's not the same "right thing" for others.

We ask ourselves and we create scenarios in our head every day.

Does any of those scenarios work out? For me it never did. Then, why we still do it?

I figured out that I create my scenarios and it never works out as planned. So, I should let it go and just see what happens. Live the moment. Life is so freaking short to over - think everything and to regret and analyze and try to change things.

And life is no fairy-tale so don't be to surprised when there is not all the time a happy ending. It will be but it only depends on us, on me.

I do believe every choice you make is your OWN no matter if you are constrained or not by the environment. Just make your choice.

And FIGHT for what you want and who you want. Don't let it go.

And LOVE. Love your friends, love your family and love that special person in your life. Find that person first though ;) Show them as often as possible.

Yeah, sometimes I need to wake myself up:)