decision!

what did i decide today:

- every 2 weeks i lower my activity on facebook with 50 % - i need to not keep myself distracted

- i will read 3 books by the end of the month when i get to romania

- i will update myself on what is happening in ro - i realized that i lost the reality

- i will study norwegian once a week

- i will by 2 types of magazines : the eternal fashion one and the economist or any other magazine with the same topics

- i will respect the deadlines:)))

- i will prepare myself for what i need to do for school before going to ro

- i will start reading more about marketing

- i will read at least 3 newsletters about economics per day that i get in my inbox

- i will stop thinking about the past and asking myself what if

- i will stop waiting and i will just go with the flow and let myself loose

- i will be patient and curios - ask a lot of questions

- i will keep in touch with my dear people

Well, that should be it. It's quite a lot, probably for more than one month. But for the beginning i will try to see how it works.

keep your fingers crossed for me:)

the thin line...

it's all about questions...

why do people react in a way, in another way or they don't react at all?

how can people that loved each other at one point can hate each other? is it actually hate or is a protection of actually trying to keep yourself far away from getting hurt?

why aren't we able to stop searching for answers and just go on? why are we in desperate need in asking ourselves questions, giving the answers by ourselves and having the conclusions also by ourselves. And we start believing in that answer. But what is the actual reality? Can we discover it and just say at one point : "everything is clear to me now" or "i have the answer" or we actually may never find it?

How can we believe in this fake answers, that we give to ourselves? And then we start protecting ourselves of the reality.

And in the end, a fake answer to our questions can tear us apart from the people we usually loved?

How is it possible that from love you go to hate? Or actually you are never there...it's only the window that goes up against the other people that you know they have the power to hurt you.

Cum poate sa iti fie dor dar in acelasi timp sa urasti?

where is the line between love and hate?

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