in my own hands

My heart is in another place right now. In Oslo.:)Writing this lines at my laptop in my new apartment.

Usually things that happen to us can be put in so few words or in numbers.

My life in numbers:

3 & 1/2

365

1

4

45

2

For 3 weeks and a half I've been in Oslo and left my Bucharest and my romanian life. For something challenging and different. To become a better person in what I do, to define myself, to define my direction, my path.

My life in the past 3 weeks is completely different than I expected. In a better way actually. I feel safe here, I feel more courageous, I feel more independent and different. In the same time, I miss my dear friends and my life back home. Even though it's been so few weeks I feel that is quite far away. And I'm afraid to loose what i had before, I'm afraid to get lost in this chaotic life that i choose to have. Because in the end it's only me with myself, and I afraid not to lose me from myself.

For 365 days i will be in Norway, Oslo for AIESEC in Norway. Simple as that. 365 from my life will be in a different world, with different people, with a complete different experience.

1 AIESEC in Norway, that I strive for, to make it better and successful.

4 great people that i met and today i realized that i work with them, spend my time with them and live together. That's a bit strange for me, because the persons that i share my life with are so few and not even them know me so well, because i don't let people to get to know me so well. I'm quite curios how is it going to be this year. Actually i'm quite confident. I feel so good with all of them because we work good together, we have fun together , we help each other and we are becoming friends, not only colleague from work.

45 B is the number of street of my new apartment, where I learn how to live on my own, to have my life in my own hands and to discipline myself and my life.

2 person that i really miss. My mom that is waiting home and my dad that is somewhere next to me:)

My great friends from home that are spreading their wings and choosing their path in their life. Sometimes I feel that we grow up so fast that we don't have time to enjoy the things around us and we go into the real life and things are changing and will never be the same again.

Mixed feelings in my heart and hard to define myself right now. But I'm on the right track. :)

Now i'm going to watch some movie with my friends.

Raluca