big smile:)

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If you think this is a cute song, that you might think about doing this someday or something close to it and smile when you hear it, well...let me know:))

Change direction

Decided for one week or so to add a new blog or to change this dramatic-random-questioning-sad-happy-strange-old blog:)

Still deciding on the topic of the new blog: social issues or marketing or ...other topic. This week I'll decide on my topic and write my first post.

Decided!

:)

Questions for today?

What will people remember you for?

What are your unique selling points?

What are your strengths?

We hear this questions every day, but do we give an answer every day ?

I really need to get my answers today.

Facing failure..

What do you do when you feel that in some parts of your life you failed? And it's not a question if you feel like you failed or not, but it's a fact.

How do you react to it?

What do you do next? How do you make it work? Because the problem is that specific point you are not able to just let it go, you need to take it as a failure and make it work.

I'm not letting myself fail when I have something that I believe I should make it work; when it's my priority. But when you actually fail it? What then....???

Pick yourself up and move on. No matter what people say. You will do it. And I will do it. Right?

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The year for change...2011

A new year. 2011. New ideas. New dreams.

For sure this is the year that will change my entire life. It's the year when I decided I will take a different path of my life, in another place in the world with other people. Now I realize that I leave so many things behind: friends, experiences, places and memories.

And sometimes I actually ask myself if I should do it. Just take the opportunity that comes and see what happens.

But sometimes I have doubts. I feel alone. I feel that my close friends are not next to me. That I need to reinvent myself and rediscover myself with every new direction I choose. I feel lost...

In the end, everything that happens comes down to what? To the people, the family - current and future, to the adventures and discoveries that I make, to what ?

Now I feel that actually, at the end of the day, I don't have that person that can be unconditionally there. So, in the end, everything that I search for is to have close people and friends that I can count on what ever happens?

If I want this, then why I want to go and explore the world, discover, learn, do everything but not in one place, not with the same people?

So, now, it is a fight between stability and adventure. What should be? What is the answer?

Sincerely, I don't know. Because if I have one, I feel that I need the other. So....??

The year for change. What will it be?

decision!

what did i decide today:

- every 2 weeks i lower my activity on facebook with 50 % - i need to not keep myself distracted

- i will read 3 books by the end of the month when i get to romania

- i will update myself on what is happening in ro - i realized that i lost the reality

- i will study norwegian once a week

- i will by 2 types of magazines : the eternal fashion one and the economist or any other magazine with the same topics

- i will respect the deadlines:)))

- i will prepare myself for what i need to do for school before going to ro

- i will start reading more about marketing

- i will read at least 3 newsletters about economics per day that i get in my inbox

- i will stop thinking about the past and asking myself what if

- i will stop waiting and i will just go with the flow and let myself loose

- i will be patient and curios - ask a lot of questions

- i will keep in touch with my dear people

Well, that should be it. It's quite a lot, probably for more than one month. But for the beginning i will try to see how it works.

keep your fingers crossed for me:)

the thin line...

it's all about questions...

why do people react in a way, in another way or they don't react at all?

how can people that loved each other at one point can hate each other? is it actually hate or is a protection of actually trying to keep yourself far away from getting hurt?

why aren't we able to stop searching for answers and just go on? why are we in desperate need in asking ourselves questions, giving the answers by ourselves and having the conclusions also by ourselves. And we start believing in that answer. But what is the actual reality? Can we discover it and just say at one point : "everything is clear to me now" or "i have the answer" or we actually may never find it?

How can we believe in this fake answers, that we give to ourselves? And then we start protecting ourselves of the reality.

And in the end, a fake answer to our questions can tear us apart from the people we usually loved?

How is it possible that from love you go to hate? Or actually you are never there...it's only the window that goes up against the other people that you know they have the power to hurt you.

Cum poate sa iti fie dor dar in acelasi timp sa urasti?

where is the line between love and hate?

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