Thursday, August 4, 2011

when you want to scream, scream

Take a big bag. A resistant one.
Take a deep breath.
Put the bag in front of your face and scream.

Sometimes we need to scream and let our emotions and feelings go. I would like to scream. But it's freaking quiet and I might seem crazy. Romanians are still not that careless and they might think something is wrong and call the police. That would be funny though:))

So, whenever I feel that my feelings, thoughts, emotions want to say something I don't scream. I listen to music. A song that expresses perfectly what I think or feel. Or I use a quote and put it on my desktop. Most of the time is a song.

Worried today. For us. For me being naive, for me believing in something, for you not being strong enough, for us, not being able to make it and fade away in time.
One year from now, no matter what. How will it be? How will I be? How will you be?
How we will be? We or me and you?
I need you to tell me it will be fine.
Or I would rather not talk about it, than knowing it's not fine.
It's not about people vs feelings this time. It's about you. And me.




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