Thursday, June 2, 2011

Wrong choices...

This month...June 2011
Hard, challenging, different
Looking back to everything I have done before..that one is clear... it's blurry when I look ahead...to find that RIGHT thing, that RIGHT direction, those RIGHT friends, that RIGHT person and that RIGHT place to be.
My wrong choices squeezed in one month and seems that practical there is no time or energy to deal with everything.
Tired- studying for my exams, thesis, not able to find that right internship or right place to be, not clear with myself or my future and struggling for last results to define a successful year in Norway and my challenges back home with my mom.
The question is? How to manage my time and emotions when it's too much to cover and I strive for being perfect in all of them?
Is everyone going through this?How do you manage?

But in the end I try to tell myself everyday:
Yes I can and everything will be fine
But how things can be fine if nothing doesn't fit in any way? You know, when you search for the puzzle pieces you make it work just because you have the right ones to put them together. But what if I don't have the right ones but I still try to put them together?

I watch this video or I read this: http://happy-thursday.posterous.com/ ;)

2 comments:

Lyuba said...

if there is no right puzzle, you just take scissors and crop the needed shape :)

don't lose hope and you'll make things right!

Roxana said...

I also believe my dear that we need to shape the puzzle pieces of our life and we do this in time... bit by bit... and at one moment in time, we will match them and then go for other ones and so on...
I am dealing with similar things and I don't have any other choice than to really think and believe that whichever thing happens to me I will deal with it. I can create the most proper context to deal with it beautifully. I believe we just need to take a deep deep breath and break from all and the big picture will get clearer into our minds and souls...
I miss you. Talk to you more tomorrow. Cannot believe it still! :*