Still, there is one specific thing that I wanted for myself:
- discover myself and learn to trust myself
In the past 2 weeks I actually got some of the things that I wanted to get: challenges to learn more about myself and people around that care about me.
But still feels like this is not good. Because when you get what you want, you actually get more questions and maybe get more hurt if the end result of what you do it's not actually what you were expecting for.
Why do people want so many things but in the end if they get them, they realize that maybe it's much more harder to handle them, than they thought?
Why do I find myself in a place where I knew what i want and when I get it, I don't feel secure anymore about it?
Is it actually fair to be insecure about your wishes after you get them? or maybe it's because you get more insecure about the future and how to develop that wish?
Are we just finding a way to be critical, to complain and to find flaws in everything that happens?
For now I'll take a decision: stop complaining and enjoying the challenges that I get. For sure something good with get out of it:)
1 comment:
I loved the last paragraph - right conclusion, dear ! Just enjoy the moment!
But it is so cool that you try to analyse yourself and everything around. This is the way you can develop yourself.
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